YUMINNNN

had actually wanted to use lyrics for my entry today. but i dont think its what i would want to do now. bold the freaking phrases that mean and reflect how im feeling right now. man, if you wanna know a phrase (that may not be in any lyrics you know of), I FEEL LIKE DIRT.
OKAY?! no, im bathed. but you know.. i just feel shitty. sometimes its ironic (yes that word again) saying you feel like shit and dirt (for that matter) or like the pits and BLARH, when youre so cleaned. HAHA alright im TRYING to be sarcastic. but like whatever ya?
somehow i feel SO SICK right now, i wanna puke out that apple pie (YUCKY-LY GROSS THING THAT ANT&I ATE), rice, sausage and prawns (DINNER) out onto the keyboard and type with it still and feel even sicker.
LOL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


im being stupid. alright. yes, maybe im taking it too harshly? but to hell with it okay? what was wrong with me yesterday? thinking stupid thinking dumb thinking shit when i said that i was feeling so numbed and stuff and that it was a good thing? why did all those shit SHIAT came back into my mind and started running a marathon in there? WHY AYE, TELL ME WHY.

if its so easy to get an answer from the whys i ask, then i wouldnt be typing this here.you know? i'd be going around asking shit why questions.

ha.



asked a couple of people to slap me today.guess the one that'll give me the tightest slap will be.. myself? lol yea.

OH GREAT SOMETHING GREAT GREAT GREAT GREATER THAN ANY GREATEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPEN HAS HAPPENED TO ME! LOL DAMMIT I FEEL SO GREAT. thanks MAN.



fuck it.

posted by yumin :D @ 9:25 PM